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When your heart longs for something or someone so much - a same something or someone that is damaging to soul, spirit and psyche - it begins to eat at your very core, depleting every cell, every nerve, every intricate line of tissue in your beating, breathing body, until you find yourself in a darkened hole, from which you can find no way out.

It is only when we begin to change our outlook, our perceptions, and make that very first step towards finding our own way out; we find that it is in that hole where we come upon our light - our treasure - our gold. 

Everything we search for in life, everything we want, everything we desire, is buried somewhere, and, most of the time, we never find it, still we go on searching, for that something or that someone, and still, we never find it, still, we never find them, because what we are searching for, is buried within ourselves.

It takes time, and it takes guts to go searching in dark places, 

very, very dark places.

It takes courage and it takes strength to go searching in these places alone, 

where no one else has been, where no one else will go.

But, when we do, we take that very first step into healing our soul, our spirit, and our psyche - 

we start the search of retrieving our buried diamond; 

our light - our treasure - our gold.

We are making the steps through dirt and through dust,

guided by our instincts,

scents awakening, spirit lightening, and psyche strengthening.

There is no turning back now,

we are making our way back home.

''…and I thank you, for bringing me here, 
for showing me home, for singing these tears.

Finally I found that I, 
belong here.''

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