The Body Hums. (Part. 2)

Right now,
in the truth of unrest;
I am blessed.

Unthwarted, 
time and time and time again..

(And as the pages fell,
down, down, down, unto
the broken palms of hell...

Downward steps
solemnly reclaimed by
her very nature,

..to God, 
did she disdain.,
through God,
did she remain..)

Falling, falling, falling,

forever disarmed - 
never disarming.

Fuck. Fucked.
Existentially FUCKED.

*

I shiver
I ache
I burn.
I forsake here
who I ever was,
whatever I ever was.

(No turning back now)

No more chasing,
no more time wasting;
it is closer to you, than you think.

I Burn. I Burn.

I am Cursed. I am Cursed.

For, I am Woman.

*

Succumb to your senses;
honey suckle red, and
enveloping every circle.

What once had died
now lives inside,
the egg of the child;
the nest of the unborn.

Rooted. 

Diluted.

Call to me 
when you are ready.
Be still and centred
in your search;
in your truth.

It's making the first step that counts, 
that first, simple step,
and being open to the nature that lives inside you.

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